There is a sincere song in my heart, it is a pure song one of thankfulness. I actually found myself singing GOD IS GOOD, out loud as I did the laundry. It was simple and hushed and as the sound filled my ears I could not believe it was me singing. Not that I have not thought God is good, I have never ceased to think that. Not that I have not sung because I have. It is just there was something different, something profound, something sacred as I sung those words. They were from my soul they were me telling myself, I still believe what I believe.
Be filled with the Spirit. Speaking to yourselves in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord
I feel a deep rest and quite resolve at this moment that all is well with my soul. My son My Jonathan is in Heaven. No matter what I will never forget. There are those that have entered in with me, they will never forget. Most importantly Jesus will never forget, Jonathan or my tears.
There is no need to fear....... Jonathan is always mine! No time or distance will numb my love for him, he is safe here in my heart.
"The LORD has forsaken me, the Lord has forgotten me."Never! Can a mother forget her nursing child? Can she feel no love for the child she has borne? But even if that were possible, I would not forget you! Behold, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands
I know that the darkness may return there surly will be "those day". Right now in this moment I am so very grateful for this peace that passes understanding. I am blessed by all those that have walked beside me and prayed for me. I have HOPE and that is a powerful emotion. I am blessed that the darkness leads me to Jesus and he is so filled with light.
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope.