The last few days and the next few are slightly crazy. We are finishing our last week of homeschooling, Thursday and it is oh so busy. My days have been filled with Algebra and Science. Because Jimmy was behind he has been working ALL day for many days in a row, however the end is in sight!!!
I am still struggling with anxiety and fear over the baby, especially at night. I also have been particularly sad over Jonathan. It is so difficult I can not even talk about it or put it in to words. To help cope I have been taking nightly walks by myself or with Jo Jo in the stroller. On walks I can think and pray. I often sing worship songs, which gets me some pretty funny looks. Last night on our walk Jo Jo sang with me the whole time and how beautiful his sweet mumbles are! In other attempts to calm my heart I have been reading the Bible every night before bed and having the kids pray for me.
Today is our Church's Annual Walk To Africa, the boys will be running/walking this year. I am so proud of the impact we have in Africa. It is my dream to take Jimmy on one of the trips... maybe in a couple of years:)
In the midst of all the work we are still finding time to enjoy the sunshine and head to the park.
MY FIRST BELLY SHOT...17 weeks
The LORD keeps watch over you as you come and go, both now and forever.